dear too much reality

• Personally, I would suggest living in another country or town to help you get back your feet. Your english is execellent, your german too, I'm sure. If your homeland makes you feel so worthless, try somewhere else! Even just for the winter season! It may only be 6 months but maybe this is enough to help build your self-confidence again and get some euros in your pocket. And resorts, in the Alps, this is where many people in the same boat are, away from home, need to make and save money, so the community is really friendly and interested not in your past, but in your present.
  
  Your country will always be here and will be the same place when you return. But it's your life now, and at 29 you need to be having a blast. It's too much pressure to have this injustice put on you - well done for keeping your head above water and I really hope you find your way. It sounds like time for a major u-turn as Switzerland is obviously not good for your current situation.

  Empathy 21 Aug 2008, 11:30 - Report

Switzerland sucks